My life

sometimes I hate my life. sometimes I also really like my life. maybe it's the name unstable. I never thought to do this but it turns out I did it without me knowing it. now my life's journey has come to a critical point. I was not able to do anything about it. I was too weak for this. no one understands me, no one cared for me. I was alone in the silence. I understand life. but why is this complicated? forward one step back last one was hurt. for the people around me. if I did not you enjoy, you have the right away from me. even to not recognize me at all. I want to apologize to you if one day I could not apologize again to you. : ')